Tops the Charts

Topping the charts at number 1 is...

1. Kung-Fu Panda
2. The Incredibles
3. Shrek 1 & 2
4. Mr. Holland's Opus
5. The Breakfast Club
   

Kung-Fu Panda has now knocked off The Incredibles from the number one spot in my Top 5 Favorite Movies List! The plot, the humor, the cast and animation, parfait! This movie was amazing, no joke. Watching movies like this makes me want to do that for a living even more and more.

I never thought I would have a dream or goal in life, but I think this is it. I want to be part of a masterpiece, doing something I love and something I know I'll be proud of. Everyone has their own versions of this, be it a doctor or lawyer, but I think this is it for me. Dreamworks, Pixar or something along those lines, seriously. Not Disney though, cause they're pedophiles. One day i'll get there. My name on the big screen, as the credits roll...
Executive Artistic Director/Animator/Awesome Cool Guy - Lou Papa

One day.
Until then, your films still make me dream.

Ironically

This is my life story, especially for Biology 12. Final exam of my high school career T-Minus 13 hours.

Here we go.

A Glimpse of Summer

Four exams down, one more to go and then I'm officially finished. Even though math was an upright bitch, I'm relieved that it's over. Summer is drawing closer, and I can feel it, despite the indecisive weather.

It's the little things that make up summer. The awkward laughs, the deep talks, and good people. Today, for example, was refreshing. I ate some barbecue, played some rock band, won 75 cents and had a cold one. I re-lived my childhood playing hide and seek outside at 12am with Shantelle, James and Paras. And sadly, during this I've realized that I'm really out of shape.

"Is this what summer is gonna be like, but times 100?" asked Shantelle.

One could hope.

Global Warming Means Pregancy

I swear Global Warming must mean that someone got the Earth pregnant. The weather has been PMSing all month long. I mean, we're in the middle of June, practically summer, and practically July but its freezing cold outside. This past week alone has been extremely random. Thunderstorms, chilly wind and rain, it feels like winter, but its not. What's even more weird is that, it was freezing cold yesterday now its freaking hot like hot pants today. All these mood swings are getting annoying. However, the real question is, who's the father! *gasp*

Anyway, three more exams left to fail. Wish me A's.

Failure Is A Possible Outcome

Exams are drawing nearer and nearer, and I'm becoming more lazy regardless. This past week has been quite hectic with all the random homework assignments, projects, unit tests the teachers keep piling on, NOW out of all times. I can't even seem to concentrate anymore.

It's a pet peeve when smart people say "I'm gonna fail" or "I think I failed that test" after writing one. When obviously, they haven't. I hate that with a passion because the thing about me is, failure is a possible outcome. It's not like I say "I think I failed that unit test" to enforce a joke, when I say those words, it really, honestly means that "I think I failed".

I wish I was smart, however immature and humorous that may sound, I really wish I was. I find it unbelievable how some people are just smart. No studying necessary, no review or homework completion to be done. Some people just "get it". Some people have that light bulb in their head that just stays on, like some everlasting LCD, forcing-my-eyes-to-squint light. Unfortunately, not all of us are as lucky as those few. Bastards.

Perhaps, this means I have to try harder, focus more and really be attentive in class. That in fact is what I should be doing, but I know it will never happen. I blame it on procrastination. I know I should be blaming myself but c'mon, procrastination is one evil ass. Even when I try to do my homework or attempt to study I just get side-tracked into doing something else. Maybe I'm just not used to studying and I'm just so accustom to avoiding it. Whatever the case may be, I must try to fix it.

Exams are in less than a week and I think I've reached rock bottom, or maybe a rock bottom with steel spikes and barbed-wire covered with itchy caterpillars crawling all over it. Maybe I should just think positive and believe I'll do fine, that's the first step to success right? But, it's just so hard because I've seen it. I've seen that 43% in reality. Failure isn't make believe in my world, but a possible outcome.

Wish me luck, no wait, wish me A's... actually just get me the answer keys.